If you had the chance to choose between
1) Being loved, but not loving that person in return,
or
2) Loving a person, but not being loved in return,
which will you choose?
1 year ago, if you asked me, I would probably choose to be loved and not loved in return, because I know the pain of the other option all too well. Now I know, they are equally painful. Perhaps, it's better not to love at all.
Things do happen, and it's hard to let go of them. I long to wake up one morning, with old feelings gone, dissipated into nothingness. A feeling of emptiness becoming full. Yet, I know that does not seem likely, not in the near future anyway. Sometimes, it just feels like I'm an outsider, looking on into my own life. What have I become? Is this really me?
If you love a person with all your heart, but the love is not reciprocated, would you consider that unfair? Perhaps it really is. Then God help me, because I'm on both ends of the equation.
Divide me away.
1) Being loved, but not loving that person in return,
or
2) Loving a person, but not being loved in return,
which will you choose?
1 year ago, if you asked me, I would probably choose to be loved and not loved in return, because I know the pain of the other option all too well. Now I know, they are equally painful. Perhaps, it's better not to love at all.
Things do happen, and it's hard to let go of them. I long to wake up one morning, with old feelings gone, dissipated into nothingness. A feeling of emptiness becoming full. Yet, I know that does not seem likely, not in the near future anyway. Sometimes, it just feels like I'm an outsider, looking on into my own life. What have I become? Is this really me?
If you love a person with all your heart, but the love is not reciprocated, would you consider that unfair? Perhaps it really is. Then God help me, because I'm on both ends of the equation.
Divide me away.
Thank you for loving me, but...