Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Went to help Cindy with her EBS today, haha, there's a lot of things that I've forgotten about EBS, even though I only took it last semester, so sorry to Cindy that I couldn't help her as much as I would like. After helping her, we watched the movie "Love Actually" at her place. Not too bad a movie, funny in some places but overall I would say that I don't think it's great.

I've been feeling bodyaches all over, I think I'm coming down sick again... This must be due to all the weather changes now that winter is making the transition to spring. Better go sleep earlier later.

Funny how I was just thinking yesterday how things never seem to go the way you long for it to go, yet life just goes on. Yesterday's sorrow just becomes a memory, and things that had you writhing in pain while you were experiencing it just fades away. Sometimes you may flinch while thinking about it, but you still look down at yourself and know that you're still here, so it didn't kill ya. The only thing that is real is probably now, that exact second (or millisecond, or whatever lowest time-keeping denomination you can think of) which you are living. The past is a memory, while the future is made up of our imagination (or perception, or planning). Live the present and live it right, for it is fast becoming a memory as well.

Don't know if I should cut my hair here and probably waste A$20 in the process, or just wait till November and go back to Singapore with a hippie image.. Oh well, I'll worry about that after a few more days...